wwjd | heart gaimu summary

Effects on Kirei:
-Kirei is greatly mistrustful of Kuuha as his brother.
-Kirei has a little more hope re: his salvation by God and ability to find companionship among others.
-Kirei is a little more compelled to fight back against Gilgamesh.
-Kirei feels heightened companionship with Amane. :,)
-Kirei thinks it's way cool to kill brothers.
-Kirei has overt, negative, lingering mistrustful feelings or suspicion—as though they had bad intentions regarding him—related to his father, his wife, his daughter, and Tokiomi, more so for Tokiomi than the others.
-Kirei appreciates children a little more.
-Kirei is convinced his memory of betraying and killing Tokiomi is something reprehensible, that he should never share with others. He's sort of more happy about that, though.
-Kirei's current opinion of Gil is basically something he's convinced has always been 100% right, and now it's set in stone.
-Kirei would be even more neglectful towards Rin, if she ever appeared again.
-Kirei's trauma about his wife is nonexistent.
-As a consequence of that, Kirei now feels more comfortable and at-ease interacting with women. ey lilith ;)
-Kirei thinks he definitely shouldn't fuck with Marigold.
-But he also thinks the punishment will be really enjoyable if he does, so.....
-Kirei feels protective towards Marigold. He wants to do things for them without them asking for it.
-Kirei has a slight attraction towards dismembering angel wings—or angels, in general.
-Kirei feels a little more estranged from his father.
-Kirei holds positive feelings towards his daughter.
-Kirei wants to ignore Kuuha more.
-Kirei is more likely to drop things down holes or off of cliffs, etc., during games. i know you are all happy to hear this
-Kirei will be open about having sex with people. He won't think the names of people he's had sex with, for example, are anything he should be particularly worried about hiding—or what they did, either.
-Kirei is less suicidal.
-Kirei has a sense he came from twisted, detached origins. When he regains any memory regarding his lack of a mother, he will think she must have been the same as him. She didn't have any feelings about giving birth to him at all.
-Kirei will vaguely suspect something is up between Gilgamesh and Elaine, but he's not sure what...?