That isn't what Kirei mentions directly, but perhaps the shift of his stare, careful to leave Berserker alone for a moment, could be obvious. Eventually:]
It is not unheard of for some of us to be placed in a court that does not suit us. Do you wish to become an ally of the Seelie? You appear to be a goodhearted man. One who seeks reason; one who finds comfort in a church.
...I think so. My Master seems to believe in the Seelie cause, while I am do believe I am leaning toward the Seelie route as the better course.
[But he doesn't know if he can be reliable, with the war between his own self. And that reaction of Kirei's is certainly telling.]
That is, however, the sort of man I try to be, at least. [Sheepishly, he grins, eyes darting down.] ...I have sworn to be an ally of justice. [Even if he has to be a monster to do it.]
[Speaking of, who is his Master? Is his Master also Unseelie? Are there not one, but two Unseelies heavily leaning towards the Seelie cause? Briefly, Kirei wonders how many more there might be and what can be done, if anything, to earn his own court additional supporters.
... Well, there was always that option.
His eyes flit to Berserker, watching him softly. For that matter, this Berserker doesn't seem much like a Berserker. At all. He's an odd Servant for sure, less confident than he should be but with a sort of honorableness to him.]
I say to you that the Seelie way is the correct way, and the way of justice, as a man of God with His power invested in me. Berserker, how steadfast is your connection to your shard, that which divested of would free you from Unseelie chains?
[He wouldn't be a priest, after all, if he wasn't merciful.]
He still wants to do right by God, and so it's difficult indeed to ignore that declaration, or to question it. And though he may not be Catholic, the denomination doesn't much matter. His eyes snap back up, and Berserker stands a little taller, straightens his spine and shoulders properly.]
As another Servant of my war has appeared recently, all attachment I have to it is gone. However, to remove it would be something quite difficult - due to certain skills I possess.
My body heals almost instantly. ...If there is something in the way of it, then it will simply accept any foreign object as a part of itself.
[If he needed any proof that he's a monster, that would be it.]
So you see, to be killed or simply to remove it surgically would be quite the feat, it is not something I have any control over. Although I have considered making an attempt at a surgical removal myself.
[To the contrary, Kirei appears slightly intrigued by, even interested in, the news. His eyebrows raise a bit higher and he stares directly at the center of Berserker's chest as if to spy the healing taking place.]
You are an immortal Servant? Impossible to kill?
[It's entirely possible. It's as though he's a combination of the Berserker from his war—with the absorption linked not to weapons for battle, but to a body for survival—and a Servant who might perpetually reappear, or recover from apparent death.
No, no, certainly not impossible, only...very difficult. It does, after all, rely somewhat on the prana available, and I was a mortal man, not at all one fit to become a Heroic Spirit, I should think.
[It would be wise not to go on, but Kirei is a good man, devout and just, surely he shouldn't have to think twice about sharing details.]
I am told that other participants plotted to lure my Master away, killed him to weaken me, and thus was I defeated in the Grail War. Similarly, I had feared, as my Master was not a true magus, it would be quite possible the strain I might cause would end in his death. There are always flaws.
[But his Master here is a positively endless source, and would be far more difficult to kill than Berserker.]
[At least he doesn't plan on sharing them with anyone else?
Kirei thinks on it for only a second or two, and then he nods.] I understand. Your regenerative ability is linked to the quality of your Master and the prana stores to which they have access.
[So not immortal, just close to it. He wonders if there are ways of building up prana in the Drabwurld. There must be, right?
He also wonders if his cursed blood would resist the self-healing of a Servant. Perhaps there is value in it.]
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Something along those lines, yes. Of course, even if there is no prana to be had, I imagine it would still attempt. Likely at the cost of something else.
[His Master's life, or maybe something like his mind, seeing as Berserkers are meant to be mad and he is usually still able to retain some thought even as a beast.]
Well, regardless, it is an experiment I have wished to perform. Whether it is even possible to surgically remove a shard. I suppose it couldn't hurt to try.
[Even if that isn't his field wwwhateverrr, he can do it. Nothing could go wrong. Not like anything bad happens when he uses himself as a guinea pig.]
... There are other ways for both you and your Master to abscond to the Seelie side. The end of times arrives and it would be in your best interest to avoid more extreme measures. For example, you could pledge your loyalty to a high-ranking member of the Seelie Court. [He is such a member.] That Seelie might shelter and account for you.
[His brow furrows, eyes narrowing. Kirei truly isn't that noble of a priest—this Unseelie Berserker could cut himself open and die and he wouldn't care, especially if he could pluck his shard and toss it into the Void—but he at least looks like one.]
Perhaps I have driven the conversation off-course, pressed by interests from my own world. In any case, this is a church. Servant Berserker from a Holy Grail War that is not my own, I would seek to provide you with whatever you might have from this place as a renowned Seelie priest, Comer to the Void. I realize the identities and needs of Servants are quite complex.
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[He looks away as he says it, still ashamed of the fact. After all, the reason for it is Hyde. He thinks.]
Although I would say I am much more in line with the Seelie code.
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That isn't what Kirei mentions directly, but perhaps the shift of his stare, careful to leave Berserker alone for a moment, could be obvious. Eventually:]
It is not unheard of for some of us to be placed in a court that does not suit us. Do you wish to become an ally of the Seelie? You appear to be a goodhearted man. One who seeks reason; one who finds comfort in a church.
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[But he doesn't know if he can be reliable, with the war between his own self. And that reaction of Kirei's is certainly telling.]
That is, however, the sort of man I try to be, at least. [Sheepishly, he grins, eyes darting down.] ...I have sworn to be an ally of justice. [Even if he has to be a monster to do it.]
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... Well, there was always that option.
His eyes flit to Berserker, watching him softly. For that matter, this Berserker doesn't seem much like a Berserker. At all. He's an odd Servant for sure, less confident than he should be but with a sort of honorableness to him.]
I say to you that the Seelie way is the correct way, and the way of justice, as a man of God with His power invested in me. Berserker, how steadfast is your connection to your shard, that which divested of would free you from Unseelie chains?
[He wouldn't be a priest, after all, if he wasn't merciful.]
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He still wants to do right by God, and so it's difficult indeed to ignore that declaration, or to question it. And though he may not be Catholic, the denomination doesn't much matter. His eyes snap back up, and Berserker stands a little taller, straightens his spine and shoulders properly.]
As another Servant of my war has appeared recently, all attachment I have to it is gone. However, to remove it would be something quite difficult - due to certain skills I possess.
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I am not encouraging you to dislodge it from your chest— [Not obviously, anyway.] but I admit I am curious about what you mean.
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My body heals almost instantly. ...If there is something in the way of it, then it will simply accept any foreign object as a part of itself.
[If he needed any proof that he's a monster, that would be it.]
So you see, to be killed or simply to remove it surgically would be quite the feat, it is not something I have any control over. Although I have considered making an attempt at a surgical removal myself.
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You are an immortal Servant? Impossible to kill?
[It's entirely possible. It's as though he's a combination of the Berserker from his war—with the absorption linked not to weapons for battle, but to a body for survival—and a Servant who might perpetually reappear, or recover from apparent death.
A Servant like that would be useful, indeed.]
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[It would be wise not to go on, but Kirei is a good man, devout and just, surely he shouldn't have to think twice about sharing details.]
I am told that other participants plotted to lure my Master away, killed him to weaken me, and thus was I defeated in the Grail War. Similarly, I had feared, as my Master was not a true magus, it would be quite possible the strain I might cause would end in his death. There are always flaws.
[But his Master here is a positively endless source, and would be far more difficult to kill than Berserker.]
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Kirei thinks on it for only a second or two, and then he nods.] I understand. Your regenerative ability is linked to the quality of your Master and the prana stores to which they have access.
[So not immortal, just close to it. He wonders if there are ways of building up prana in the Drabwurld. There must be, right?
He also wonders if his cursed blood would resist the self-healing of a Servant. Perhaps there is value in it.]
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[His Master's life, or maybe something like his mind, seeing as Berserkers are meant to be mad and he is usually still able to retain some thought even as a beast.]
Well, regardless, it is an experiment I have wished to perform. Whether it is even possible to surgically remove a shard. I suppose it couldn't hurt to try.
[Even if that isn't his field wwwhateverrr, he can do it. Nothing could go wrong. Not like anything bad happens when he uses himself as a guinea pig.]
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... There are other ways for both you and your Master to abscond to the Seelie side. The end of times arrives and it would be in your best interest to avoid more extreme measures. For example, you could pledge your loyalty to a high-ranking member of the Seelie Court. [He is such a member.] That Seelie might shelter and account for you.
[His brow furrows, eyes narrowing. Kirei truly isn't that noble of a priest—this Unseelie Berserker could cut himself open and die and he wouldn't care, especially if he could pluck his shard and toss it into the Void—but he at least looks like one.]
Perhaps I have driven the conversation off-course, pressed by interests from my own world. In any case, this is a church. Servant Berserker from a Holy Grail War that is not my own, I would seek to provide you with whatever you might have from this place as a renowned Seelie priest, Comer to the Void. I realize the identities and needs of Servants are quite complex.